Every body makes lists!!

Well, I thought since everyone makes list I am going to make a list of my randome thoughts about myself....

1: I REALLY need to become a better house keeper . nobody is going to do it for me or the right way so it is up to me.

2: I dont know why I find it so hard to keep my check book balanced. its a matter of organization. what is so hard about that?? I just dont do it though.

3: I love cowboys and country boys. I always will. they are just hot! There is no way to get around it. I even think country singers like the Bellamy brothers are sexy but only because of there voices.

4: My husband I really hot! He is not a cowboy or a country boy like he claims but he is hot. i love it when he has his hair cut and freshly shaved. It is just a major turn on!! he also has this certain grin he gives me that is just so sexy!!! I don't care what anyone thinks about him cause I know how he is and I still love him.

5: Why do you think Women get prego brain..... I hate it when I forget everything.

6: I turn 29 on march 3. in less than 3 days and yet I dont feel that old and I am happy about it. I think I will grow old gracefully. I know I can do that because I know wade will always be a lot older than me!!:)

7: I am not afraid of what is to come in the future because I know as long as I do what God asks of me he will always take care of me but what I am scared of is wade dieing before me. that cant happen to me. I have already had to live through that once.

8: I need to find a way to make extra money but I cant baby sit ( it drives me nuts, trista has more patients than I do). I cant get a job out of the house. last time I did that it cost so much for gas and daycare i had no money left. so hear I sit day after day feeling useless.

9: Matthew is my favorite!!!! in less than 2 min I can be so frusterated with him I cant stad it then in the same breath I cant stop laughing.
I think god gave us children so we wouldn't loose or sence of humor!!!

10: my finnal thought for right now : If you got all the way to the end of my list eather it was really interesting or you were seeing how much more borring I can get. Right now I dont really like blogging but I am doing it cause Wade is playing his star wars game. We'll see if I end up liking it. I will just keep plugging away at this and life and see where they take me.