Well since we have been sick for the last couple of sundays we havent been to chuch in a while so It was nice to get back. After sacrament I was trying to carry the baby, his carset, dipper bag and my scriptures to class. Class is at the other end of the church so I wasn't even half way there when I started loosing my grip on everything! I couldn't ask wade for help cause he was in a differnt hall on the other side of the church taking matthew to class. well I knew if I just hurried I might make it. just then a old lady walked out in front of me. and you guessed it she was going slow! I didn't want to be rude so i tried to get past her without looking rude. As said excuse me and she gave me a weird look. So I explained I am sorry i am just about to drop something. She volenteered to take the car seat but she already had books in her hands so I said no thankyou and barley made it to the coat area before i dropped the carseat, diper bag, book bag and almost the baby. yes it would have been easier to put the baby IN the car seat but no I wasn't thinking. Well in the mean time Matthew was in nursary fighting with another boy in class. they were fiting over the toy trains. matthew had the trains and the other boy was trying to take them. matthew wouldn't give them up because they were grandpas trains. Wade got that settled then left. well the baby kept crying in class so I ended up in the hall. I went and was kepping an eye on matthew cause I have to wonder about his teachers. I stood there looking through the window for a while the whole time watching my son fighting with the same boy. however when they both started crying the other boy was the only one to get comfort and talked to. matthew was just left standing there crying. it was both the boys fault they were hurt. I wanted to go in but what could I have done. so I gritted my teeth and walked away still checking on him every few min. as soon as class was over I went and got him! well now I am carring the baby in the car seat along with my scripture bag, diper bag and tring to keep ahold of matthew. at this point a large women carring a couple of bags came by and pushed me out of the way with a scowel on her face and one of her book bags nailed matthew in the head leaving a nice red mark. Matthew wasnt about to take that. I would be done to after the day he had so he went up to her and before I could stop him he hit her ass hard as he could and yelled your mean!! I grabed him before he could go at her again. I thought she deserved it though. lol
she went to say something to me then gave me a dirty look instead and walked off. luckly wade finnally got out of class and we got to leave. Its days like that that really make you go.....Do I want to go back next week?
It is so hard to go back after Sundays like that, but just tell yourself. "The Gospel is true." Good Luck Sweetie! I wish I were there to help you carry all your stuff!
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