What a week!!!

This seems like it has been an endless week! My grandmother passed away. people have been saying how sorry they are and I am very grateful for the prayers and thouhts of people. Hear are my thoughts though
1: grandma is in a far better place now
2: She gets to be with my grandpa again
3: I love my grandma but I have tried and tried to think of good memories between me and her but I really cant remember any. There has to be at least one but it just isnt coming to me. I have memories of her yelling at me, telling me I needed to act more like a girl, telling me i needed to act more like Trista, Telling me i was doing something wrong when it wasn't done the way she wanted, I remeber her chasing me around the block to hit me cause I had done something that made her mad but I wasn't going to let her catch me cause if any of you had been there you wouldn't have wanted her to cathc you eather, there was the time she chased me around the bed in her basement and couldn't catch me so she grabed my cabbage patch and nailed me with the hard head. I had a nice bruse from that. I remember her and aunt judy getting mad at me and making me iron all my cloths including my underware. I remember one night they had my mother convinced that I was just horrable because I wore a bunch of necklases and one of them was a ying yang.they came in and took all of them. I have a lot more memories like the above.
4: i do remember that grandma, grandpa, and aunt judy came down for my Graduation. Grandma and aunt Judy have been really good to my boys since we moved back up hear.
5: When I die I will make sure that ALL my kids get something of mine and wades not just one of the kids.
6: As my kids grow up I will NOT have a favorite and will NOT let any of them live with me there whole life. They deserve to live their lives and experience things for themselves.
7: Easter weeekend is a great time of year to go home.
8: I hope my brothers and sisters always remain close and don't let earthly things come between us.
9: I am very grateful that my mom and dad try so hard in making all the grandkids feel like they are all the fav!
10: I am glad that the nurse that took care of my grandma made this point. The best momentos of the dead you can have are the memories they leave.

Now on a happier not Easter was great! The boys had fun. Matthew got a scate board (I got it with a coupon for 10$ sweet. He takes it everywhere with him:)

Russell got sunglasses that he loves. i was feeding him on easter and had him belted into his seat and got up to do something. When I returned he had been trying to get to a toy on the floor and flipped the chair. in the pic He is still seatbelted into the chair. lol

Also On easter I was upstairs doing my hair and matthew was up there with me. i thought it was odd that I couldn't hear the baby but wade was down stairs so I figured he was fine. Then I heard wade yelling at me so I went running down stairs. when I got down there wade was already cleaning up the mess. matt had left his easter candy where the baby could reach so he enjoyed all the chocalate that was in there and about a 1/2 hour latter it all came back up lol
The best thing about the weekend next to that and wades cousin getting engaed was I got to see my cousin jennifer that I havent seen in over seven years. we used to send letters to eachother a couple of times a month. I missed her. i hope everyone enjoyed their weekend. Also the small pic is of my sisterin law and her husband. The big pic is after we cut her hair. I love it!